You Did This To Yourself

You Did This To Yourself is a photo-poem which explores sexual violence, victimhood and the ways in which victims are blamed. It is a way to move beyond the fetishistic treatment of rape narratives and rape ‘victims’; a new vocabulary about sexual violence, victimhood and survival.

Naming an experience is a crucial step towards becoming a survivor. I was interested in developing this language and imagery because rape victims are deeply misrepresented in the media and hugely under-represented within photojournalism.(1)  The language often used to talk about people (women) who are raped is loaded and full of blame; the imagery is either exposing or pitying.  I wanted to understand the language of the victims and survivors themselves.

There is an engrained inability to register and understand the experiences of rape within our media and the law. The misrepresentation and miscomprehension of the common types of rape limit a victim’s access to justice and recovery. Did she say “no”? Was she drunk? What was she wearing? Whilst these questions are asked in courts of law and in newspapers, we are all vulnerable to injustice – women especially.

Featured here is the projection sequence. The project culminated in a book, a one off edition designed and hand-made with Mina Bach.

Please go to Vimeo to watch this in HD: You Did This To Yourself.

(1) See Ariella Azoulay, “Has Anyone Ever Seen a Photograph of Rape?” in The Civil Contract of Photography, 2008.


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